Today my heart is heavy. It is broken. My dear friend Jane, the one that we had plans to go camping next weekend with, passed away expectantly on Tuesday. I am still in shock and can’t quite get a grasp on it emotionally yet. For years we have been friends. We have celebrated our birthdays together as they were only 2 days apart. We have shared tears, beers, laughter, dancing, wine, movies, girls nights in, girls night out and many more wonderful memories together. And right now I am simply lost. It does not feel real. I keep waiting for her to call me about our camping trip. We were BOTH so excited about it. And now I have to prepare to go to a funeral to say goodbye to her. How the hell am I suppose to say goodbye to her? I can’t! I don’t want to! I simply WON’T!
She was my friend then, she is my friend now and she will be MY FOREVER FRIEND!